i have spent years of my life drowning in the deep end of boundaryless-ness. i’ve been overextending like a god damn octopus on meth. pouring out my unending compassion to energetic vampires, enmeshed family dynamics and systemic manipulation of all kinds. my life force has been drained every time i would pull my punches to make others feel more comfortable. do you do this too? knock that shit off. life doesn’t stop for anyone. i am lit up inside right now. my cells are screaming at the realization that EMPATHY WITHOUT BOUNDARIES IS FUCKING SELF-DESTRUCTION. It is literally self-harm. the universe doesn’t send us avoidant men or emotionally immature mothers to break us. these are our SPARRING PARTNERS. Here with the purpose to allow us to drop the fucking compliance already and learn how to fight with absolute, unapologetic force.
all signs are pointing to: i am not supposed to be nice anymore. i am building an independent empire. compassion for people who want to keep me small is a literal fucking barrier to my success. the gloves are on, bitch. i’m claiming my throne and i’m not looking back or apologizing. who’s next to step into the ring?
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